What a week it has been since I published my introduction! It’s been a good week but at the same time, I have felt a mixed bag of emotions for the past few days. On Saturday, I got to see Harry Styles' final night at Wembley for a second show I've seen on his Together Together tour and it was an amazing experience. Especially as I got to see a friend who lives in Switzerland as well! However, things took a turn when we missed the last train back from King’s Cross. Although it was annoying at the time, we ended up making new friends and making fun memories. What started off feeling like a disaster (after the concert) turned into us having lots of fun and laughing until our ribs hurt.
The post concert depression did hit hard though. since Harry’s tour kicked off in Amsterdam on May 12th, I’ve been watching them on live streams (other than a couple when I was at other concerts or at Harry’s concerts in person) so now that has all stopped, it’s left me feeling a little lost. The next leg of his tour is in America as well, so watching livestreams won’t be as easy to maintain. I’ll definitely watch a few when I can but it won’t be every show like it was with Amsterdam and London, sadly. That said, I’m happy for the experiences and the memories made. I’m grateful it happened, even through the sadness of it being over.
Aside from that, this week I have been working on sorting my ADHD assessment journey and finding out if that is the diagnosis I need and if not, what is causing my issues. I have already been diagnosed with anxiety and depression and I’m also in the process of trying to check out a possible cPTSD diagnosis too. I did say I have my issues! I’ve also decided to start re-vamping my house. Just a fresh lick of paint and stuff for now. But I do want to properly do it all up and make it mine over the next couple of years.
Apart from that, I’ve just been keeping on top of general house upkeep and making sure my kids are healthy and happy. Whatever your plans for the weekend, I hope you have a good one!
Lotsa Love
Soph xo
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